Tough Days

So here we are almost a month after the decision to close down our branch of the bank. Looking back I took this news really well but now the reality is really starting to set in. I am scared, angry, depressed, and shaken with the fate that has befallen us. I never really wanted to leave and still don't. It is like being asked to leave a real cool bar before last call has come about. I thought that we and including me had found a place to retire and live happily ever after. I was wrong. Even though I have been down this road before with layoffs happening to me, I still feel like I took a shot in the gut. 3 years ago I wasn't married and didn't have a family to support so I felt like I had a good chance to survive. Now the pressure is on to make sure I do the right thing and take care of my family. I believe in God and believe that things have a way of working themselves out. I have to believe that more than ever and have to believe it when things are going bad and not just when things are going well. I will continue to post and let people know how things work out. I want everyone to know that their prayers and support mean so much. Thanks...and Holla if you hear me!