What is Life

You know sometimes I wish I could be a real hard ass and be one of those people that really could put up a stink and when they walk into the room people feared what they might do. I do not happen to be one of those people. I am one of those people that always try to see "outside of the box". I often times care so much about what others are thinking that I don't stop to think of what it would feel like if I actually cared about something. I know that sounds weird but if you think about it there really are two different types of people. Those that only care for themselves and those that care about others so much they forget to take care of themselves. Guess what type I am? You got it. I care so much about others that I often times bury my own emotions and wants so deep that I forget about what it is I actually care about. I know that sounds stupid and hard to do but I have mastered that feat pretty well....I am not feeling sorry for myself because God gives all of us a gift and a place on this earth. It is up to us to find that niche. I think I was put here to be the person that cares unconditionally and never asks for anything in return. That is not a bad thing. It is a good thing. Along the way you find that just being who you are is enough and when it feels like it is not enough...IT IS!!!! We only live once....I guess we should live it like it was going to end tomorrow.....I know I am trying to do that.....Wish me luck....